20 August 2007

deconstructing the modern christian faith

how much of what we believe and fight for was taught to us and not quite experience by us? i mean really, how much do i believe that i have actually wrestled with God over? a friend of mine recommended for me to read this book by brian mclaren about faith, doubt, etc. knowing that others have struggled and are struggling with the same things as i am has been really encouraging.


I AM NOT LOSING MY MIND (or my faith for that matter).


for so many years, we have just accepted the way the christian church is. the way it thinks. the way it "worships". not anymore. by deconstructing this faith we hold, we will strip away all the human constructions that have unfortunately taken us away from the truth of love, peace, hope. then we will see truth. jesus. light. we need to ask questions.


like.


why do we focus so much on the "afterlife" and not on our PRESENT life?
is this an excuse to live a mediocre life of love?


instead of using hell as some sort of scare tactic to get people to "become" christians, we should talk about the kingdom. the kingdom of God. anywhere that God reigns. this is eternal life. living in the kingdom. loving others. loving ourselves. loving God.


practicing peace. teaching peace. living. breathing.


breathe in - beloved...
breathe out - i am here.


use me. teach me. here. now.


restoration. deconstruction. inspiration. reconciliation.

5 comments:

brian jensen said...

i have two things for you:
-i loved when i realized that deconstruction was the best step forward. before i had heard about that i thought it was equivalent to blasphemy (maybe not that extreme)
-once is playing in san jose. i know thats a long venture for you. because your dear santa cruz no longer has it.

Jon said...

1 have a coupkle more books if you'r interested. one book describe the way i think to a t. you might like it.

Jon said...

wow. spell check maybe?

Jon said...

let me actually write that again as it makes no sense.

i have a couple more books if you're interested. one book described the way i think to a t. you might like it.

Cherlyn said...

Random blog surfing - kinda. Jon is family. Anyway, I liked this post. I also just started reading an awesome book - The Case For Faith, by Lee Strobel. I would definitely recommend it.